Me: BS. 74, Many DDays: The last of many was 40+ years ago.Married 53 years 2 grown sons, 2 grandchildren Reconciled. But still getting triggered sometimes.
Get over it.
Let me start by saying that my last Dday was over 45 years ago. But! I still get triggered sometimes. Especially by certain music. I won’t go into what music because it was an album released before most of you were born. I can usually turn down the volume, turn it off or skip the playlist.
So I had something new happen last night. Shortly after falling asleep, I had a dream. In my dream one of the guys began playing the piano. One of the songs off that album. I couldn’t ask him to stop or turn it off so I had to listen to it. In my dream, I sat there and cried. I was just so sad. Shortly after that, I woke up. There were tears in my eyes. I laid there, really sad.
Now I’m sure many of you, maybe most of you, have scars from getting hurt when you were a child. Infidelity is like that. The wounds are deep and the scars last forever.
So when someone asks a BS why can’t they just get over it, this is why! It will be with you forever!!!!
8 comments posted: Saturday, March 9th, 2024
